caterpillar

I don't really have much to say. Except that my dad's back home...for like two weeks and he'll be flying off again. Everything seems to be the same. Just same shit different days that's all. I can't imagine how time flies when you're not doing anything. So i guess Mondays the day. The day i've been waiting for, for almost 4 months. I know i have to do it right. Gotta start something and learn how to enjoy it. Being at home wasn't such a bad idea afterall. Getting away from all the chaos and i'm glad now i seriously know what i should avoid, who i trust and what changes i should make. Who has been with me and who was just playing the role of Mr and Mrs nice just to stab you at the back at the end of the day. Something about not being beneficial to them. Fancy me stumbling into that right? Look, we aren't getting any younger...we'll just keep gettin' older and hopefully smarter. We do (sooner or later) come across this turbulence's in life. Be it problems with friends, families, income crises, bf's... but we all have to stand up and kick this shit in the groan and if necessary spit at it. Fuck it. I'm gonna get my groove on. This is my life. I play by my own rules.

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