dancing behind my eyelids

Not another toothache. rats! Thank god i stumbled upon a few home remedies online. That's the thing with people like me who simply hates seeing a dentist. I'm up early this very Thursday morning and that's because i had exactly 13 hours of sleep-that's more than enough i should be guessing, i am excited about the weekends though. As you all can see, it's the only time when lions/dogs/cats are let loose from their cages to roam around town freely (in human skin that is for certain one of you). Therefore, weekends are about the right time i get to play/mingle with such creatures who has been stuck indoors and deprived of the outside world.

I've decided in alot of things, i've even come up with a plan-i've amazed myself. yes. and i'm delighted. but unfortunately it doesn't seem to be going on the right track. One thing that surprised me was that i finally-even he realises it, found something i am really passionate about. But due to certain reasons and family issues, i guess, it'll somehow effect how my futures gonna turn out. Honestly, for something i'm really serious about and getting rejected in pursuing it...leaves me confuse. Don't you believe in investing on something that someone could be good at and achieving to be the best... *snort.

In the other hand, as you'll have (definitely) noticed, i've been jobless...for a month. One month of pure bliss (because ive been working my arse off ever since O levels, don't i deserve to have a break, and not forgetting times are really really bad people...) i had money to survive and with respect to the close ones who looked out for me, thank you...and i. am. eating. I still very much love food and i will never neglect it. The girl loves her meat, what can i say. I wouldn't wanna be seen parading down town looking like a stick from one of those Maori tribes and i'm also sure neither of you would want to be seen walking with one. Let me just tell you guys...it's all too freaky for me. I guess i'm happy the way things are for now and i guess that's how i live life?? Not very exciting but still "liveable" right. And also I came to another conclusion. Home. is. safe. I wouldn't wanna be caught in a spider web of problems and get bitten by wild dogs in the real world. That's why i like how imaginary things works and i say imagination rules the world (or at least in my world). So for now, I'll stick to staying at home till i get a decent job. Okay seriously, i ought to shoot those damn yellow birds outside the window, they are driving me nuts!

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