who ate my yellow jello robot?

I've been scraping through last years Christmas photos and i found a few of Aunt Selena's pad. Awesome basement! I went nuts out of my guts! Alright so here's the inside scoop. As you all know that o level results was released this afternoon at 2pm, i was still lying on my bed unconscious with my blanket over my head till 3pm in the afternoon. Eventually it took me 15mins to yank myself up from dreamland, grabbed my laptop and started clicking through the tabs, eventually pausing at my final page and there it was. right in front of me, in the comfort of my own room. My very own Oooo level results. Not surprising. Not life threatening it was more of a "expected" expression. Got on the cellphone. Started yacking away with a few mates and found out they didn't do so good themselves. perfect i thought. I'm not the only one! Pulled my strings together, walked up to my gran and started mumbling my horrendous results- my gran who barely even knows anything about the system and how it works thought that i've passed, thankfully so i manged to lie through the gap in between my teeth. I hate it when i have to do that to her and yet i feel a slight bit of satisfaction that she's not angry/biting me/giving me that evil stare/ignoring me for the rest of my life/kicking me out of the house/ leaving me alone to hunt my own food in kitchen or worst giving me the hostility and silent treatment that gives me shivers down my collar bone. brr.

After unloading the weight behind my back, something eased my pain- i wasn't really in pain but i know some of you who might have gotten what i've got would probably be in a terrible mess right now, so by right i thought i should be feeling the pain too. I was on the web searching for a few recommended jobs and i've been waiting for their opening ever since the end of last year (08'). I was really excited that the crew decided to have an walk-in-interview at Sheraton Hotel this coming Saturday, 17 January 2009. I wouldn't wanna get my hopes too high though but it's just something that i've been wanting to do ever since i've kissed my N's exam goodbye. Wouldn't wanna waste my opportunity right now. Wouldn't want to shut myself up from society and start crying at the very dark corner of my room regretting not showing up to receive my golden ticket that will make things go round. I'll be the silliest girl if i ever backed out on this.

I will not ruin 2009.

xoxo