All i really want is money in my pocket

I saw stars at work and nearly fainted- or worst still could have died on the spot (oh how i wish). Seven pounds was heart warming- a reunion with the cunt and Giselle. Everyone has been talking about gossip girls- NO i don't follow that series. But i've been very loyal to Stephanie Meyer's list of vampire books. I'm starting New moon tomorrow and i'm very much anticipating for it. It's amazing how i- it's just me i'm talking about, could finish reading twilight in just 5 days. Than it started with the endless house parties. I remembered searching the kitchen for hidden beers. getting caught by this white chick- unfortunately she was the owner of the house. haha it was hilarious. I stepped on glass splinters on the floor at the hallway and everyone started wearing shoes in the house. There was vomit all over the lawn. Two guys sat there and hasn't moved a single bit for almost 3 hours lying next to their pool of utterly gross puke- on the grass. The dog- who reminded me of Marley from Marley and Me stinks like a unwashed public toilet. Don't you guys ever wash your pets. Gosh! but he was so cute though i had to give the dog a plus point for not barking at me and he made me pat him. awww. Not all dog's would let me do that to them. I had to wash my hands a couple of times after that though.

let's see, cops came after that. 3 times to be exact. gave us a warning about the increasing loud base of the blasting music and not forgetting our extremely loud drunken voice- i wasn't drunk but the drunk kids were obviously cus they were drunk, boy they. were. loud. white kids are super LOUD. and very annoying. I recalled not having money that day and everything, well almost everything was paid for. I was in luck honey. It was a rough morning after that- not very energetic, uber unsightly. 3 mates including myself were left stoning at 8am in the morning having coffee reading the paper at Starbucks. One thing i remembered that woke all of us up was eventually tumbling across this article on the Straits Time of some dude whom we were familiar with from the skate park in one of the newspaper reports. We all burst out laughing after reading the news. It was silly, stupid, funny and sad all the same time.

My job's slightly getting into the wrong side of me. I hate it. Time to go look for a new one. Armin Van buren will be spinning at zouk. The ting tings are surely making their first appearance at fort canning soon. Oh and Bloc party too- we can't leave them out. The wig day has finally come to an end. New click of friends. So many things to look forward to. There are stuffs that has been bothering me though, to my disappointment. Why do i feel that some people are just using me. I feel used. Hmm. Maybe it's all just in my head. Maybe i just think too much. Or maybe I do get paranoid really easily. Some of you might have known me by now- how i'm like. Nether the less I want to get more horses. I might visit my dad in the Philippines too. I want to meet a vampire. Someone like Edward Cullen. I want to be part of a fairytale. i want it to be so real that i wouldn't be able to catch my breath, i want it to be like how it is in dreams. Where my heart rate increases, where i would feel a rush of blood going up to my head, where i would feel that tingling sensation over powering my body. I want so many things. I guess that's just how we humans are. Very demanding, indecisive, insecure, unrealistic.

xoxo